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I'm gonna go overseas soon and this blog shall be dead temporarily :)
BYE.
BYE.
Time: 8:37 AM
Date: Wednesday, December 9, 2009
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{FAST CURE!}
Yesterday morning i had the worst fever ever. Not temperature wise, but this time, unlike the others, was really bad. When i stood up for awhile only i could feel like i was going to faint le lor, like the blood rushing up to my head. Then i had visual problems on the spot, like my vision becoming black and i dno, like i can see alot of wires. I dno how to explain, it's the same thing that happens to me when i run 2.4. So, i have never ever passed.
I passed this year coz of sth. Shan't tell ya! :P
Last time i got fever also not like that one. And ytd the highest was only 38.0. When i realised i got fever, i told myself must get well to go for the class bbq today.
On previous fever periods, i would laze around and sleep all day, eat a few mouths of food for lunch and dinner and sleep. But this time i did not. I drank lots of water, asked my mum boil chrysanthemum tea. If that's how you spell it. Okay, so i kept putting the towel on my head. Slowly, i started walking around alot without feeling giddy. Then ate medicine on time. Whoohoo. And in less than a day i recovered. Maybe it's just heaty not fever. But then i indeed felt weak so i think it's fever? :S I even thought it was dengue. Cos on the previous day, i saw a mosquito flying near my eye -.- When i turned my head it was gone. I should have bitten me right? So on the morning when i woke up having fever after a sleepless night, i suspected dengue coz dengue fever bites sre not supposed to be itchy and seen, right? :O
But although i already recoved last night, i still can't go for the bbq today! D: Coz my mother say i go bbq will have to eat all the heaty foods, after my fever come back. And then i might get other types of sickness again ._. Yeah, true. She also said since we are going holiday soon must take care of my health. Okay then. :)
And speaking of health. Since in macau or hk whatever, there is a weird flu going on. Not H1n1. HK also has h1n1. But i think this weird flu is new ba. So, this monday my family went for a flu jab, vaccination type. Not the h1n1 one. Cos we are scared there might be side effects. Hmm. Abit pain la, but nothing compared to blood test.
I passed this year coz of sth. Shan't tell ya! :P
Last time i got fever also not like that one. And ytd the highest was only 38.0. When i realised i got fever, i told myself must get well to go for the class bbq today.
On previous fever periods, i would laze around and sleep all day, eat a few mouths of food for lunch and dinner and sleep. But this time i did not. I drank lots of water, asked my mum boil chrysanthemum tea. If that's how you spell it. Okay, so i kept putting the towel on my head. Slowly, i started walking around alot without feeling giddy. Then ate medicine on time. Whoohoo. And in less than a day i recovered. Maybe it's just heaty not fever. But then i indeed felt weak so i think it's fever? :S I even thought it was dengue. Cos on the previous day, i saw a mosquito flying near my eye -.- When i turned my head it was gone. I should have bitten me right? So on the morning when i woke up having fever after a sleepless night, i suspected dengue coz dengue fever bites sre not supposed to be itchy and seen, right? :O
But although i already recoved last night, i still can't go for the bbq today! D: Coz my mother say i go bbq will have to eat all the heaty foods, after my fever come back. And then i might get other types of sickness again ._. Yeah, true. She also said since we are going holiday soon must take care of my health. Okay then. :)
And speaking of health. Since in macau or hk whatever, there is a weird flu going on. Not H1n1. HK also has h1n1. But i think this weird flu is new ba. So, this monday my family went for a flu jab, vaccination type. Not the h1n1 one. Cos we are scared there might be side effects. Hmm. Abit pain la, but nothing compared to blood test.
Time: 1:58 PM
Date: Thursday, December 3, 2009
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{WOW}
Wow, today was quite a day in which i learnt so many things. :)
I searched the net to answer my questions. :)
(1)
Q: What happens when you have hiccups?
A: A hiccup or hiccough is the contraction of the diaphragm which repeats several times per minute. In humans, the abrupt rush of air into the lungs causes the epiglottis to close, creating the hic sound.
From wiki
(2)
Q: How to prevent insomnia? And what are the causes?
A: I learnt that insomnia can be caused by;
- Smoking regularly
- Exercising/ or watching exciting shows on tv just before sleep
- Consuming alcohol, coffee and chocolate just before sleep
- and others
I searched the net to answer my questions. :)
(1)
Q: What happens when you have hiccups?
A: A hiccup or hiccough is the contraction of the diaphragm which repeats several times per minute. In humans, the abrupt rush of air into the lungs causes the epiglottis to close, creating the hic sound.
From wiki
(2)
Q: How to prevent insomnia? And what are the causes?
A: I learnt that insomnia can be caused by;
- Smoking regularly
- Exercising/ or watching exciting shows on tv just before sleep
- Consuming alcohol, coffee and chocolate just before sleep
- and others
Insomnia can be divided into three types,
~ Initial insomnia, where there is difficulty in falling asleep, taking more than half an hour to fall asleep. [ For me, it took me 3 hours then 2 hours for the day before and yesterday respectively ): ]
~ Middle insomnia, where there is difficulty staying asleep after falling asleep, often remaining awake until the wee hours of the morning.
~ Terminal insomnia, where you wake up to early before getting enough sleep.
How to prevent insomnia?
- Drinking chamomile tea, lavender tea, honey etc. Drink them 30min before sleeping.
- Meditation aimed to achieve relaxation. This is done by breathing slow and deep breaths, forgetting all thoughts
(3) I asked people.
Q: Am I left or right-handed? I write my left hand however, other than writing, my behaviour is just like a right-hander; holding fork on the left, spoon on the right; fork on the left, knife on the right. When opening doors, i use my right hand. I don't feel weird at all using the mouse with my right hand. I feel that my right hand has more strength.
Answerer on yahoo: I might be ambidextrous.
So i went to find out what it was.
Ambidexterity is the state of being equally adept in the use of both right and left appendages (hands) People that are born ambidextrous are extremely rare.
Left-Handedness is quite uncommon (oolalah) , around 91% of adults are right-handed.
Wow. But maybe i'm not ambidextrous lah. Because On the net i've seen people like me. Haha.
Anw, follow this link. It angered me, a left-hander. Stupid. click here. There IS discrimination against left handers, that it symbolizes disrespect and wrong! ):
Time: 12:47 PM
Date:
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{Haiz.}
Dead blog.
DEAD BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
I think i will leave it like that *^*
DEAD BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
I think i will leave it like that *^*
Time: 2:44 PM
Date: Wednesday, November 25, 2009
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{Yeah! ;D}
I'm going to HONGKONG, MACAU & ZHUHAI !
HAHA:)
There are like 3 + 5 + 4 = 12 people going althogether, in my extended family.
LOl.
Hmm. ):
So sian.
Okay, today i just saw something. It keeps on happening. Until now it's still happening and i dno what to do):
I'm so sian,
And seriously, i need to study chinese, and english, now then i realised how impt they are. Especially english. I cant, cant get C anymore! ):
And chinese, i cannot improve so slowly, many people are overtaking already!
I must get abv third again):
My both maths, seriously lack of practice lah wth, i cantbrign myself to.
BUT I HAVE TO.
Goodluck, myself:)
HAHA:)
There are like 3 + 5 + 4 = 12 people going althogether, in my extended family.
LOl.
Hmm. ):
So sian.
Okay, today i just saw something. It keeps on happening. Until now it's still happening and i dno what to do):
I'm so sian,
And seriously, i need to study chinese, and english, now then i realised how impt they are. Especially english. I cant, cant get C anymore! ):
And chinese, i cannot improve so slowly, many people are overtaking already!
I must get abv third again):
My both maths, seriously lack of practice lah wth, i cantbrign myself to.
BUT I HAVE TO.
Goodluck, myself:)
Time: 8:08 PM
Date: Friday, November 13, 2009
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Seriously no inspriration to make a nice blogskin. Bear with this for awhile.
PEACE will be redeemed after one-prep:)
PEACE will be redeemed after one-prep:)
Time: 5:45 PM
Date: Monday, November 9, 2009
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HAIYA!
Time: 4:26 PM
Date: Sunday, November 8, 2009
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{What should i do?}
I accidentally found out that my maid was actually holding onto a HANDPHONE when she's nt even supposed to.. When i went to the room she immediately kept it behind her pillow.
ANd then, guess what, i am like 60% sure what i saw was my father's old handphone! It's still working but very old. The no colour type. But omg. What does this show me. She stole it?
So what am i supposed to do when i'm home alone with my somewhat senile grandfather? What to do? Should i sms my parents?
But if they come back and scold her, i will be in deep trouble with my maid. She might take revenge on me okay. So omg, what should i do seriously!
ANd then, guess what, i am like 60% sure what i saw was my father's old handphone! It's still working but very old. The no colour type. But omg. What does this show me. She stole it?
So what am i supposed to do when i'm home alone with my somewhat senile grandfather? What to do? Should i sms my parents?
But if they come back and scold her, i will be in deep trouble with my maid. She might take revenge on me okay. So omg, what should i do seriously!
Time: 2:21 PM
Date:
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{LOL}
My results.. I scan for you to see.
If there's even anyone seeing ._.
Firstly, look at my hamster. :)
Okay. this is the most recent one.
Lol, still remember when tcher giving out report book shiyu keep teaching rachel and me how to use the optical shop voucher. He found one thick stack under his table. Cos the voucher t&c said only can use with purchase of $150, so shiyu say pay the specs separately, say what i wan half of the specs ._.
LOl!
Okay, look all you want. I have improved. but my lvl position drop alot from last yr. I got 70 ._.
Last time i never exceeded 30 ): i say all these got use meh k nvm ._. but you compare yourself lor. Of cos, sec3 work is harder but everyone should be deproving at the same rate ._.
If there's even anyone seeing ._.
Firstly, look at my hamster. :)
Okay. this is the most recent one.
Lol, still remember when tcher giving out report book shiyu keep teaching rachel and me how to use the optical shop voucher. He found one thick stack under his table. Cos the voucher t&c said only can use with purchase of $150, so shiyu say pay the specs separately, say what i wan half of the specs ._.
LOl!
Okay, look all you want. I have improved. but my lvl position drop alot from last yr. I got 70 ._.
Last time i never exceeded 30 ): i say all these got use meh k nvm ._. but you compare yourself lor. Of cos, sec3 work is harder but everyone should be deproving at the same rate ._.
Time: 9:56 PM
Date: Sunday, November 1, 2009
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{New fave: YOUNG SAENG!!! :DD}
Just look at this vid. You will know what i'm talking! ;D
The Jungmin guy at 3:39 SO CUTE!
AND YOUNGSAENG AT 3:58 and 4:04.
I want to scream, why is he so damn cute! *************_________*****************
I didn't even notice him alot last time haha! I'm crazy xD
The Jungmin guy at 3:39 SO CUTE!
AND YOUNGSAENG AT 3:58 and 4:04.
I want to scream, why is he so damn cute! *************_________*****************
I didn't even notice him alot last time haha! I'm crazy xD
Time: 7:37 PM
Date:
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{Outdated pictures!}
Too much work before exams ):
Okay, yes, i'm wearing 2E class t-shirt.. ._.
Cat adventure ♥
3K Class photos ♥
I forgot to upload the pics of these two kids!
Okay, yes, i'm wearing 2E class t-shirt.. ._.
Cat adventure ♥
3K Class photos ♥
I forgot to upload the pics of these two kids!
Time: 7:10 PM
Date: Saturday, October 31, 2009
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{Uncooperative juniors :)}
At charlene's house.
So sian ): they didn't want to appear at all.. .____.
Time: 3:57 PM
Date:
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{Okay what if i said i don't like physics anymore!}
AND I SERIOUSLY HATE EMATHS!
Not just the subject but the t______.. =x
Not just the subject but the t______.. =x
Time: 10:43 PM
Date: Tuesday, October 27, 2009
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{NORMAL post *_*}
Today stayed back at 115 to meet mr lai along with more than 10 people. To see if we should drop to combined science or not. ):
I don't want to drop, i want to work harder.
But how, i dno which option is better?
And if i go combsci, won't i be wasting my chem? ): And my physics haven't reach F9.
But what if, next year chem and physics gets so hard, i haven't catch up sec3 work only they dump me with hardcore sec4 work? D:
Rlly dno sia.
My dream is suprisingly, to be a science teacher. No kidding.. ZZZ! SO HOW SIAAAA!
And i saw my overall marks. My chinese never even get A1 when i strive so hard. So, o level how, what crap? Am i lousy?
Was my psle score just the maximum i could stretch myself?
And; i saw my level position, dropped by around 50 placings from last year. Like wtf, 50 people have overtaken me to give me 70 ._. Stupid sia! I hate this, hate what i did last time! Hate that i didn't study enough in previous terms! ):
Now end of year, okay-okay marks, i'm a little happy. But so what, other terms pull down what.
Ok i know no use crying over spilt milk. But what else can i do man. I really regret. ZZz.
Grr. I dno what to do now!
Why, during sec 2 i didnt really work very hard what, why can overtake ppl? Now cannot? -.-
Just to remind you with my results.
My english suprisingly cos of oral shoot up 2 grades. LOL
this is for EOY only. Some amendments made.
English : 60.4
Maths : 60.1
Physics: 42
Chemistry : 67
AMATHS : 77.5
Poa : 80
Chinese : 74 STUPID!!! WHERE DID THAT 1 MARK GO! #$%^&
E.Geog + SS : 50.5
E. geog alone: 37
SS alone : 62
I don't want to drop, i want to work harder.
But how, i dno which option is better?
And if i go combsci, won't i be wasting my chem? ): And my physics haven't reach F9.
But what if, next year chem and physics gets so hard, i haven't catch up sec3 work only they dump me with hardcore sec4 work? D:
Rlly dno sia.
My dream is suprisingly, to be a science teacher. No kidding.. ZZZ! SO HOW SIAAAA!
And i saw my overall marks. My chinese never even get A1 when i strive so hard. So, o level how, what crap? Am i lousy?
Was my psle score just the maximum i could stretch myself?
And; i saw my level position, dropped by around 50 placings from last year. Like wtf, 50 people have overtaken me to give me 70 ._. Stupid sia! I hate this, hate what i did last time! Hate that i didn't study enough in previous terms! ):
Now end of year, okay-okay marks, i'm a little happy. But so what, other terms pull down what.
Ok i know no use crying over spilt milk. But what else can i do man. I really regret. ZZz.
Grr. I dno what to do now!
Why, during sec 2 i didnt really work very hard what, why can overtake ppl? Now cannot? -.-
Just to remind you with my results.
My english suprisingly cos of oral shoot up 2 grades. LOL
this is for EOY only. Some amendments made.
English : 60.4
Maths : 60.1
Physics: 42
Chemistry : 67
AMATHS : 77.5
Poa : 80
Chinese : 74 STUPID!!! WHERE DID THAT 1 MARK GO! #$%^&
E.Geog + SS : 50.5
E. geog alone: 37
SS alone : 62
Time: 10:32 PM
Date:
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{COOL VID! :D}
Time: 9:49 PM
Date:
What do you think?
{Late pictures!}
If i have enough time will put our pictures. But first, let's see his picture.
HOTTTTTT~! ;D Kim Hyung Jun ♥
Okay! :D
KBOX + ICE SKATING (:
AIRPORT AFTER SCHOOL (:
And below is cutie kim beom :D
♥
HOTTTTTT~! ;D Kim Hyung Jun ♥
Okay! :D
KBOX + ICE SKATING (:
AIRPORT AFTER SCHOOL (:
And below is cutie kim beom :D
♥
Time: 8:10 PM
Date:
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{HAIS}
Okay i actually wanted to complain, but the situation is reversed.
Haha.
ALL results. In percentage wise.
English : 54
Maths : 60.1
Physics: 42
Chemistry : 67
AMATHS : 77.5
Poa : 79.5
Chinese : 74
E.Geog + SS : 50.5
E. geog alone: 37
SS alone : 62
That's all.
Haha.
ALL results. In percentage wise.
English : 54
Maths : 60.1
Physics: 42
Chemistry : 67
AMATHS : 77.5
Poa : 79.5
Chinese : 74
E.Geog + SS : 50.5
E. geog alone: 37
SS alone : 62
That's all.
Time: 8:13 PM
Date: Wednesday, October 21, 2009
What do you think?
{What if i said i love physics?}
:)
Time: 8:58 PM
Date: Tuesday, October 20, 2009
What do you think?
{HAHA}
I FINALLY CHANGE SKIN! :D
I just did this today. And encountered many careless problems by adding unwanted characters in the html accidentally ._.
What's with me today.
Here are my results up till now;D :
EMATHS PAPER 1: 57/80
EMATHS PAPER 2: 49/100
Overall: 60.125
CHINESE PAPER
Gong Han: 18/20
Bao zhang: 36/50
Paper 1 total: 54/70
Paper 2: 52/70
Listening compre: 10/20
Oral: 32/50
Chinese overall: 74
Amaths full paper.... 62/80! :D
Although it might be considered very little to some people, it is indeed a great improvement for me. I must continue working harder. Starting from now. I'm quite happy, whatever.
But no matter how much i get now i still won't be able to pull up my holistic grade and retain the same level position as last year.
I think tmr i will be receiving all the worse papers. As in worse than today, for example PHYSICS, ENGLISH, GEOG. These 3 will die most sia ):
This blogskin is so damn random lah haha!
Oh yah, Sherwinder, you said you read my blog before, you better tag ok. My tagbox dying liao.
That's all. Wish all of us good luck tmr for the second round of results.
I just did this today. And encountered many careless problems by adding unwanted characters in the html accidentally ._.
What's with me today.
Here are my results up till now;D :
EMATHS PAPER 1: 57/80
EMATHS PAPER 2: 49/100
Overall: 60.125
CHINESE PAPER
Gong Han: 18/20
Bao zhang: 36/50
Paper 1 total: 54/70
Paper 2: 52/70
Listening compre: 10/20
Oral: 32/50
Chinese overall: 74
Amaths full paper.... 62/80! :D
Although it might be considered very little to some people, it is indeed a great improvement for me. I must continue working harder. Starting from now. I'm quite happy, whatever.
But no matter how much i get now i still won't be able to pull up my holistic grade and retain the same level position as last year.
I think tmr i will be receiving all the worse papers. As in worse than today, for example PHYSICS, ENGLISH, GEOG. These 3 will die most sia ):
This blogskin is so damn random lah haha!
Oh yah, Sherwinder, you said you read my blog before, you better tag ok. My tagbox dying liao.
That's all. Wish all of us good luck tmr for the second round of results.
Time: 8:33 PM
Date:
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{HELLOOOOO!}
I finally made use of the scanner at home to scan some stuff, let me show you :)
This, is my last year Literature CT. HAHA, sounds random, but i like my essay so much :D
I took geog, but i still ♥ lit (:
Click to zoom coz the zoomed images are suprisingly of better quality :D
This is 8 upon 12 i think! :D And the second one is 9 upon 13! :D
This is hand drawn, NOT DRAWN WITH THE MOUSE, DUH!
But haha, now after alot of practice i can draw just a little better with a mouse, than last time :x
But still very ugly lah ):
I WANNA USE THEM TO MAKE BLOGSKINS!
But like abit weird leh :x
This, is my last year Literature CT. HAHA, sounds random, but i like my essay so much :D
I took geog, but i still ♥ lit (:
Click to zoom coz the zoomed images are suprisingly of better quality :D
This is 8 upon 12 i think! :D And the second one is 9 upon 13! :D
This is hand drawn, NOT DRAWN WITH THE MOUSE, DUH!
But haha, now after alot of practice i can draw just a little better with a mouse, than last time :x
But still very ugly lah ):
I WANNA USE THEM TO MAKE BLOGSKINS!
But like abit weird leh :x
Time: 3:33 PM
Date: Monday, October 19, 2009
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{AH}
ME MUST STOP CHANGING! ;D
Time: 5:59 PM
Date: Friday, October 16, 2009
What do you think?
{OHYAH.}
Forgot to say, i got B3 for my chem. But then i aimed for A2 )): And now i remember that i made many careless mistakes, i could have gotten the A2 instead of B3. One A hope is dashed, and my chinese too, oral sucked like hell. Yeah whatever.
Time: 2:12 PM
Date:
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{Omg,}
T-T why have you changed so much even I'm frightened? ):
You have nothing more to do with me now but wow, i'm awed and it's the worst shock of my life.Or is this a good thing?
Just carry on. Me i mean, like what can i do? By right im not supposed to do anything.
Okay.
Today i was supposed to go out with simin rachel and charlene. end up my mother dont allow. )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
SORRY GIRLS. ):
I made you all not go ice-skating.
Sorry.
ZZZ.
You have nothing more to do with me now but wow, i'm awed and it's the worst shock of my life.Or is this a good thing?
Just carry on. Me i mean, like what can i do? By right im not supposed to do anything.
Okay.
Today i was supposed to go out with simin rachel and charlene. end up my mother dont allow. )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
SORRY GIRLS. ):
I made you all not go ice-skating.
Sorry.
ZZZ.
Time: 3:05 PM
Date: Thursday, October 15, 2009
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{WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!}
today after school went to tamp library with corliss. then, i sat on the floor and she sat on the bench in the children's section. put my domo beside me. then suddenly two girls aged 5 or 6 came and the younger one said "I want domo." Then SHE PICKED IT UP WITHOUT ASKING ME. Then i said, it's mine. She gave me that spoilt brat look and said sorry. Okay. After less than five minutes they came again. Again, the younger one came and touch. Then i said "Very nice to touch meh?" Then she said yah. Then i said okay lah give you touch. Then she started pulling its right hand. I was like so shocked. Then she 得寸进尺, go grab the whole thing with her might. As a natural reaction of cos i will continue holding it tight what. Then i dont give her take, say dont pull. She started coming so close and pulling and tugging it until i fedup i said OI ITS MINE. She then letgo, then put her hand on my head and pulled my damn hair. WTF!!!!!!!!
Why do such ill-bred children exist, WTF! How could this ever happen, if im imagining this, i would actually picture myself scolding that child or telling her parents. (her mother was behind READING A BOOK.)
LIKE WHAT THE HELL. STUPID SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Why do such ill-bred children exist, WTF! How could this ever happen, if im imagining this, i would actually picture myself scolding that child or telling her parents. (her mother was behind READING A BOOK.)
LIKE WHAT THE HELL. STUPID SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Time: 6:43 PM
Date: Wednesday, October 14, 2009
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{Exam period}
Wow, been a super long time since i posted. I think no one comes here now cos i was dead. Haha. People studying for exam you know.
Haiya. In the end today i don't wanna study feel like finally reviving this blog.
I'm so sad for my amaths and physics :((((((((((((((((((
For amaths, i knew how to do everything except one question. When i say this you must be thinking, why am i sad then.
When i compared answers with friends theirs were like different but the method was the same.
Why, why why am i so careless? Is this my life? To be careless and lose out? I did my all for amaths, seriously. I studied like crazy and heeded Ms Tan's advice "Amaths needs alot of practice uh" In the end why am i still careless? ;~; Just what is my problem? I tried all the ideas i had to stay calm. I thought through throroughly before doing the question.
I tell you, if i was in the situation when i didnt know how to do the questions and got the marks i deserved, i would feel better. It's like ugh.. :(((((((((
What can i do to prevent carelessness? I really have no more idea already.
And why, why do i always regret things after? I thought i said i wanted to pass my physics?
Now the hope is dashed.
I studied, but not as hard as i wanted to.
And for chinese, what did i do? Sleep the whole day just before the exam.
What kind of attitude is this Wei Na, stupid shit? You want to get good results but you won't do a single crap to strive at all. And here you are complaining about physics and chinese.
My A1 hopes of chinese are dashed too because of that stupid tingli. 10/20. How could i ever get so low? ):
Why they make the paper harder and harder and no one gets full marks now?
Don't you agree?
Haiya. In the end today i don't wanna study feel like finally reviving this blog.
I'm so sad for my amaths and physics :((((((((((((((((((
For amaths, i knew how to do everything except one question. When i say this you must be thinking, why am i sad then.
When i compared answers with friends theirs were like different but the method was the same.
Why, why why am i so careless? Is this my life? To be careless and lose out? I did my all for amaths, seriously. I studied like crazy and heeded Ms Tan's advice "Amaths needs alot of practice uh" In the end why am i still careless? ;~; Just what is my problem? I tried all the ideas i had to stay calm. I thought through throroughly before doing the question.
I tell you, if i was in the situation when i didnt know how to do the questions and got the marks i deserved, i would feel better. It's like ugh.. :(((((((((
What can i do to prevent carelessness? I really have no more idea already.
And why, why do i always regret things after? I thought i said i wanted to pass my physics?
Now the hope is dashed.
I studied, but not as hard as i wanted to.
And for chinese, what did i do? Sleep the whole day just before the exam.
What kind of attitude is this Wei Na, stupid shit? You want to get good results but you won't do a single crap to strive at all. And here you are complaining about physics and chinese.
My A1 hopes of chinese are dashed too because of that stupid tingli. 10/20. How could i ever get so low? ):
Why they make the paper harder and harder and no one gets full marks now?
Don't you agree?
Time: 5:48 PM
Date: Thursday, October 8, 2009
What do you think?
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HAHAHAAH this blog has so many normal posts alr.
Just now i went to see all my history including my old blog and found out that..
I'm not in anyway happier than the past.
I don't know why lah, but everything i do is reminding me of you. Fuck everything. Why are you always appearing everywhere?! Your name too? I hoppe no one sees this. i think im gonna start another blog soon, make it private.
Just now i went to see all my history including my old blog and found out that..
I'm not in anyway happier than the past.
I don't know why lah, but everything i do is reminding me of you. Fuck everything. Why are you always appearing everywhere?! Your name too? I hoppe no one sees this. i think im gonna start another blog soon, make it private.
Time: 4:14 PM
Date: Saturday, September 5, 2009
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{任何的防范措施都无用}
I hate to say this but there's something i haven't forgotten.
Well whatever.
Okay, i did up a study plan for myself and i hope it works.
Just now i said that post was going to be the last b4 EOYS but. Nevermind i changed it to, today.
This morning or rather last night had a terrible dream. But i never ever cry because of dreams.
OMG. Though this one was very scary. Think it involved everyone i knew :x
Hehe :)
Want to know then find out from me^^
I dont seem happy but im trying to seriously cheer up lor. ):
I MUST WORK HARDER
I CANT DROP TO COMBINED SCIENCE FORCINGLY
EVEN IF I WANT TO
I WANT TO MAKE THE CHOICE MYSELF,
not get forced by the bad results.
Oh, i abhor the whole system, it's driving me nuts.
Sorry Mr lai for always disappointing you in my Chem last time. Please give me another chance.
Miss Suhaila, actually i'd rather have you teach us, haha.
Hey, she's very concerned abt my results okay. Thanks.
Mr tay thinks im talkative after that incident. Haha whatever. I just work hard myself can alr lah.
I want to waste his money by getting the A1 he wants. He said what 如果你们全班都拿A1的话,我就会请你们吃大餐. 如果你想省下我一个月的薪水就去考一个A2回来. LOL. So i want to waste his money :x
But then..
Argh nevermind.
I need to work on my chinese and english vocabulary, seriously!
Although my english vocab has improved since sec1, im still lousier than some people.
And for chinese, its like not enough for a distinction in the compo section ):
I NEEEEEEEEEEEED to buck up.
Give me the strength. :)
Why, why why? Why must you be like everywhere? Why i cannot forget everything? I really am not blaming you. I should just blame myself. Well that's what im doing now. I think i ought to take the blame. Well, it has been so long and time isn't helping me. I should go and die. So many problems.
I just feel so dyumbbb, and dumber and stupid, damn. That's why i took away my happy blog because last time i was happy because of ___ one.
Well whatever.
Okay, i did up a study plan for myself and i hope it works.
Just now i said that post was going to be the last b4 EOYS but. Nevermind i changed it to, today.
This morning or rather last night had a terrible dream. But i never ever cry because of dreams.
OMG. Though this one was very scary. Think it involved everyone i knew :x
Hehe :)
Want to know then find out from me^^
I dont seem happy but im trying to seriously cheer up lor. ):
I MUST WORK HARDER
I CANT DROP TO COMBINED SCIENCE FORCINGLY
EVEN IF I WANT TO
I WANT TO MAKE THE CHOICE MYSELF,
not get forced by the bad results.
Oh, i abhor the whole system, it's driving me nuts.
Sorry Mr lai for always disappointing you in my Chem last time. Please give me another chance.
Miss Suhaila, actually i'd rather have you teach us, haha.
Hey, she's very concerned abt my results okay. Thanks.
Mr tay thinks im talkative after that incident. Haha whatever. I just work hard myself can alr lah.
I want to waste his money by getting the A1 he wants. He said what 如果你们全班都拿A1的话,我就会请你们吃大餐. 如果你想省下我一个月的薪水就去考一个A2回来. LOL. So i want to waste his money :x
But then..
Argh nevermind.
I need to work on my chinese and english vocabulary, seriously!
Although my english vocab has improved since sec1, im still lousier than some people.
And for chinese, its like not enough for a distinction in the compo section ):
I NEEEEEEEEEEEED to buck up.
Give me the strength. :)
Why, why why? Why must you be like everywhere? Why i cannot forget everything? I really am not blaming you. I should just blame myself. Well that's what im doing now. I think i ought to take the blame. Well, it has been so long and time isn't helping me. I should go and die. So many problems.
I just feel so dyumbbb, and dumber and stupid, damn. That's why i took away my happy blog because last time i was happy because of ___ one.
Time: 3:02 PM
Date:
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{请给我力量}
HELLO:D
this will be my last post before EOYS.
But i dunno why now i still cant force myself to studyyy ):
I'm very sorry to all my teachers for all the past incomplete work and bad attitude towards learning. I hope you all can forgive me and help me chiong,
i will learn to appreciate my chance to learn;
other people in other countries have no opportunity to learn, yet i selfishly choose not to work hard for my studies.
Regret has overcome me.
Why didn't i start feeling like that earlier? I can only have MYSELF to blame now. IIF i don't do well for EOYS, blame myself and my stupidness and un-hardworkingness.
My target for EOY. Pass everything. Get A1 for AT LEAST Chinese, POA and Geog. Please, i really need to strive harder for geog. Yoyo, i shall prove to you :) I'm better off without anything from you :)
It's a better environment for me to study and chiong harder now, no distractions i can possibly spend my whole day on it.
Reminiscence won't get me anywhere.
Just bring me to a cliff where i plunge down to bad results.
All else is insignificant now. Please, grant me the chance to work my fullest, and i shall see my real potential;
which, now i don't know yet. Only after hardwork, then, i will know.
However if i choose not to strive, i will just be led to 死路一条.
失败是成功之母;
选择逃离学业只能把我推入悬崖, 永远无法东山再起.
一旦后悔,就应该不顾一切, 不断地勇往直前.
I need more motivation please stop appearing infront of me ty.
this will be my last post before EOYS.
But i dunno why now i still cant force myself to studyyy ):
I'm very sorry to all my teachers for all the past incomplete work and bad attitude towards learning. I hope you all can forgive me and help me chiong,
i will learn to appreciate my chance to learn;
other people in other countries have no opportunity to learn, yet i selfishly choose not to work hard for my studies.
Regret has overcome me.
Why didn't i start feeling like that earlier? I can only have MYSELF to blame now. IIF i don't do well for EOYS, blame myself and my stupidness and un-hardworkingness.
My target for EOY. Pass everything. Get A1 for AT LEAST Chinese, POA and Geog. Please, i really need to strive harder for geog. Yoyo, i shall prove to you :) I'm better off without anything from you :)
It's a better environment for me to study and chiong harder now, no distractions i can possibly spend my whole day on it.
Reminiscence won't get me anywhere.
Just bring me to a cliff where i plunge down to bad results.
All else is insignificant now. Please, grant me the chance to work my fullest, and i shall see my real potential;
which, now i don't know yet. Only after hardwork, then, i will know.
However if i choose not to strive, i will just be led to 死路一条.
失败是成功之母;
选择逃离学业只能把我推入悬崖, 永远无法东山再起.
一旦后悔,就应该不顾一切, 不断地勇往直前.
I need more motivation please stop appearing infront of me ty.
Time: 12:04 PM
Date:
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{Down:)}
My stupid fever is finally down! Ytd the highest was 39.2 okay ): but i dont know why my neck and forehead didnt even feel hot.
These few days .. It's like i have been living in a dream. When someone talks to me and i answer, a few seconds ltr i would say "huh what did you say?" What is wrong with me lah.
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Hais.. Now i have no more excuse not to do homework.. Seriously the previous 2 days were like living hell. Argh.
These few days .. It's like i have been living in a dream. When someone talks to me and i answer, a few seconds ltr i would say "huh what did you say?" What is wrong with me lah.
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Hais.. Now i have no more excuse not to do homework.. Seriously the previous 2 days were like living hell. Argh.
Time: 10:53 AM
Date: Saturday, August 29, 2009
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